Is it me.............

Dreaming

...about ... going back to England - not for good, but just for a holiday.  But just me... no hubby, no kids.  And I would go on an anonymous jaunt - wouldn't actually go and see my friends - just spend time in London, see the sights, go shopping - just chill and sort of feel in familiar surroundings.

This is strznge for many reasons  -

1.  I am not the greatest at leaving my kids  - don't like to do it and worry about them a lot when I am not there.

2.  I am not actually a big fan of London.  We normally fly in there when we go home but then get out of there ASAP.  Even when we lived quite close to London I didn't actually go in that often.

3.  I don't really miss England that much but if I am going to take time and have a break by myself then I want to go somewhere I know.  So why not Germany or Italy?  Dunno.

4.  I have a 1/2 brother in London - would I look hom up? Probably not.

5.  England is so expensive right now - but hubby still goes 2 or 3 times a year..so why shouldn't I?

6.  Even though I would SO NOT go and see my family, I haven't seen them in over 3 years and then if anything happens to any of them I will feel even guiltier for having been in their country and not having seen them...

So I will probably just put it off a tad longer then....??????????

17.7.08 04:41